Mourning, Comfort and Forgiving

It probably seems strange timing to write this post barely a couple of days after my son's wedding, but it's preying on my mind and must get out.  Yes, "preying" is the right word.

to prey

1

: to make raids for the sake of booty

2

a : to seize and devour prey

b : to commit violence or robbery or fraud

3

: to have an injurious, destructive, or wasting effect prey

ed upon his mind*

Less than two months ago my mother passed away.  It was the first time I became a mourner, in the halachik Jewish Law status.  I've learned a lot during this period of time.  I'm constantly amazed by the continued comfort and special greetings I get from neighbors and others who apologize for having missed the opportunity to comfort me during the shiva, the seven day mourning period when a mourner is supposed to cease all mundane activities and allow others to care for him/her. 

Living in a community of just a few hundred families, I can't say that I know everyone, but generally news like births and deaths are known.  We make efforts to help when help is needed, even when it's not to close friends.  That's a community.  I've benefited many, many times when my requests for rides home late at night from work are answered by people I've never even met.  Even over a month after getting up from shiva, my neighbors still stop me in the street to apologize for not visiting.

My only negative surprise was from people not here whom I had really expected to have called.  I had gotten promises of help from them before my mother died, and they certainly knew of her death... but not a word.  Davka, I had worked hard to calm down and dilute the anger for a friend who had experienced a similar thing complained to me.  We came to the conclusion that those who are further from a Torah observant life are less aware of the importance of comforting a mourner and in many cases don't realize that the period extends much longer than the shiva.  Also, when it's a mitzvah, Torah commandment, people do make an extra effort; it's not just an optional social event.  Another thing people don't realize is that the mourning/comfort extends much longer than shiva and even shloshim, the first thirty days after burial.

Chazal, our sages say that the funeral is to honor the dead and the shiva is for the bereaved.

When I very recently saw the people I had been expecting to hear from I kept waiting for words of comfort, even belated.  I gently got to the subject of my mother to fully ascertain that they really knew of her death.  I'm so used to living with people who are attuned to traditional Judaism, that I had trouble accepting that these other people haven't a clue that their behavior wasn't acceptable, a major faux pas for sure on both sides.  My anger, resentment isn't acceptable either.  It festers and must be destroyed.  We must learn to stamp out such feelings and smash them to smithereens like the glass broken to symbolize the destruction of Jerusalem at weddings.

*emphasis mine

Sinat Chinam, Baseless Hatred

In an otherwise good Jerusalem Post article, which explains how Peace Now's tactics are behind the bankruptcy of one of Israel's largest building contractors, Cheftziba, I found a quotation maligning good patriotic Jews.

Unlike many Israeli towns and communities, including the left-wing kibbutzim, my home in Shiloh was built on land with a long, rich Jewish History and was unoccupied before modern Shiloh was established. Until terrorism made it too dangerous, not only did Arabs work here, but neighboring Arab families availed themselves on the medical staff resident here.

Only Sinat Chinam, Baseless Hatred, could be the cause for a statement like this:

"We did not come here as right-wing settlers," said Rosenblatt. "The haredi residents of Modi'in always have always had a terrific relationship with our Arab neighbors. We brought them business and jobs. Peace Now not only caused us a lot of damage and heartache, they also hurt the Arabs."

It's not true. Rosenblatt's statement is a clear examples of Sinat Chinam, Baseless Hatred and Motzei Shem Raa, a false statement which is either derogatory OR potentially harmful to a third party.

Rosenblatt is no better than Peace Now, which set motion the financial bankruptcy of the Cheftziba Building Company.